fufanu1

Im just gonna vent. what a time I had the last 3 or 4 years, highs and lows love and lose, being unemployed for years and now I have finally got my dream job making surgical tools. I went through a time going to raves and getting high on all kinds of stuff, experimenting really, but its evident the real highs are only the ones you can get from withing yourself. you can chase ideas but the only way to be happy is to choose to be that way, and consciously decide to give no energy or thinking time to negative thoughts. Over time it become less of a conscious effort and more of a way of being!     I have always loved drawing, its an outlet for

I havent posted anything for about a year, i have been working on other things, going out raving getting pissed up and having fun. Insead of drawing Ive built a couple models. A 1/35 Scale Dragon models Abrams M1A2 SEP. And a Tamiya Challenger 2. I like to scratch build extra details, so they take a long time. I am now building a 1/350 scale Tamiya Yamato battleship, its a large but crude model out of the box, so Im having to scratch build and replace many parts with platic card stock and photo etch. Much time is spent researching the limited number of photos available to make the model accurate. Cant wait to start painting it.